Hebrews 4: 15-16 "This High Priest of ours understands our weaknesses since he had the same temptations we do, though he never once gave way to them and sinned. So let us come boldly to the very throne of God and stay there to receive his mercy and to find grace to help us in our times of need."
2nd Corinthians 9:8 "God is able to make it up to you by giving you everything you need and more so that there will not only be enough for your own needs but plenty left over to give joyfully to others."
Dear friend, if you are about giving up on your Christian walk because you have been acting contrary to the code of conduct of the kingdom, I want to say to you not to. Well you say, "I am tired of sinning, and I have tried stopping", God is saying that He has enough grace to help you stop sinning and even bring you to a point where you can help others. Ask God to forgive you and ask him boldly for Grace to overcome this sin. You can live Holy.
Dear Friend, God will give you Grace however he doesn't take away your will. There is need for you to learn to follow his leading and there might be need to make conscious effort.
James 5:16 "Admit your faults to one another and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The earnest prayer of a righteous man has great power and wonderful results."
You should admit your fault to another who can help, might be someone who has struggled with similar faults and has overcome or a spiritual authority.
2Corinthians 3:18 "But we Christians have no veil over our faces; we can be mirrors that brightly reflect the glory of the Lord. And as the Spirit of the Lord works within us, we become more and more like him."
This is the law of focus- Whatever you keep focusing on, saying to yourself, thinking about yourself becomes your reality. Focus on Christ, Focus on the fact that he has broken the power of sin over your life. Stop focusing on your sin, you will keep going back, Paul kept his goal in sight, he kept pressing forward, even though injured and dying from snake bites the Israelites in the wilderness looked at the brass snake hung on a tree.
Eat Healthy There is a Yoruba proverb that when translated reads, It is whatever a bird eats that it would fly with. You can't keep feeding yourself with wrong things, movies, music, friends that paint sin as normal, they will become your reality. Your old life is gone, you have a new life now, no matter how little you eat, eat right, even if it is just one verse read, put your mind on it, have friends with Christian values.
Proverbs 4:23 "Above all else, guard your affections. For they influence everything else in your life."
Philippians 4:8 "And now, brothers, as I close this letter, let me say this one more thing: Fix your thoughts on what is true and good and right. Think about things that are pure and lovely, and dwell on the fine, good things in others. Think about all you can praise God for and be glad about."
I love you.